The brunt of old man winter’s wrath was
more terrifying than any thug or degenerate pacing the streets in the midnight
hours. Since tonight he was particularly cantankerous, there was not much
activity on the streets. The boarded up windows, empty roads, and broken-down
buildings were a reflection of both my own self-image and the hopelessness of a
city on the brink of self-implosion. A mix of ice-cold snow slapped me sober,
or at least sober enough to pull the hood over my head before I headed further
into the urban freeze. I staggered more than walked, using the crumbled
shambles of commercialism as a crutch while the dull neon glows led me down the
block. The toughest parts were fighting through the slush and slosh of the
intersections because of how slick they were, the snow worn to mush from the
day’s heavy traffic flow. In my inebriation, navigating slippery roadways was
near impossible; but you manage- you fight, you slide, scrape, widen your
stance and scoot- anything to get to the promise of heat and warmth you find in
the arms of the one you love. A quarter of the way back, my toes began to
freeze up from the walk, and my bladder was crying uncle from the excessive
drinking. So far, the fact I was drinking was the second reason why I have been
able to keep so warm; the first being the sheer willpower of buying a heavy
coat three winters ago for five-hundred dollars. It was earning its worth
tonight, as it had many a blustery night before, as I darted into an alleyway
to relieve myself. Steam and urine shot out like a hydrant unbolted in the
summer heat, extinguishing my discomfort on a time-worn concrete wall. As I
readied myself to continue the perilous trek back home, I noticed the cop car
that just pulled up to meet me at the entrance to the alleyway, and
unfortunately, its only exit.
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